a soft voice whispering in your ear and a shadowed silhouette in the distance.i collect words, images and sounds. mostly it just ends up being cute things, but occasionally something will resonate through to my memories and i'll ramble on or something. -- let the right one in.
soulmates never die.work hard, play harder. plenty of time to rest when you're dead. -- myself horses
i actually just give up
i haven’t been this depressed in a long.
my trainer put me on her stallion for a feel and i couldn’t even turn a fucking corner.
i’m just completely disgusted in myself, and how can i even see myself getting on zac i have no idea.
anyway. aside from that.
i just give up. with everything. i’m just going to sit here and sleep and watch the days go past and waste my life away.
i’ve looped back to here except now i am in more debt than i was before.
yeah. really low depression. maybe i’ll fall off today and break my neck and then things will be great.